Emily was so consumed with caring for her son, who has a rare disease called Hunter syndrome, that she neglected her own well-being and faced grave consequences.
People often make admiring comments to caregivers of special needs children or adults, saying things like, “I don’t know how you do it,” or, “You are so strong, you are super human!”
Even though these compliments are well-intentioned they highlight one of the huge challenges of being a caregiver – sometimes you don’t feel strong and you don’t feel like you can handle everything. Sometimes you feel like falling apart.
For Emily, that moment came to a head several years ago after a bout of bedbugs hit the home she shares with her son, who has a rare disease called Hunter syndrome. Her son’s nurses called Child Protective Services to see if they could get Emily some help and funds to rid the home of the pests.
But the visit grew more alarming when the CPS worker found Emily drunk — a battle she had been fighting for four years, as she struggled with the pressures of providing Jamie the 24-hour care he needed,
Jamie was removed from her home, and Emily was ordered to seek treatment. She willingly checked herself into a recovery program and reached out to the rare disease community for support.
“I can’t tell you how many messages I got saying, ‘I’m in the same boat’ or ‘I feel your pain’ or ‘I didn’t drink, but I replaced it with some other unhealthy coping mechanism.’ That’s when I decided that that’s part of our journey, and people need to know that it happens. That’s one of the dangers of having a child that requires so much care. You forget to take care of yourself.”
When Jamie was born nine years ago, everything appeared normal. He was a healthy baby despite some chronic ear infections and respiratory infections, not unlike those that his mother Emily had as a child. His speech was delayed — nothing uncommon for a young boy, the doctors told her. “Boys talk later. Don’t worry about it,” she was told.
But when a night of vomiting brought him to the hospital, everything changed.
After bloodwork, measurements of his head, and attention to the curvature of his hands, the doctor suggested Hunter syndrome, which was confirmed by a geneticist one year later.
Emily, who had never heard of the rare disease, is now able to talk about Hunter syndrome in remarkably clear terms: “It’s like his body doesn’t produce the trash trucks that get rid of cellular waste. It’s like if you hadn’t cleaned your house ever, eventually everything falls apart because there’s trash and waste everywhere.”
“It was like I couldn’t breathe,” Emily remembered. “Here was my perfect baby boy, and you’re telling me he’s not going to live past 10 to 15 years. It was like all of the air was taken out of the room. You’re frozen for a moment.”
Plummeted into a new world, Emily did everything to try to get care and treatment for her son, although there are very few current treatments available.
They had a horrible experience with their first geneticist who Emily felt looked at Jamie “more as a science experiment rather than a patient.”
During attempts to join clinical trials, Jamie would often get frustrated with the people performing his qualification tests. After flying all the way to Chicago from Texas, Jamie failed a necessary IQ test by just seven points after acting out with a nurse who kept grabbing his hand during the process.
Through all these challenges, Emily started to turn to alcohol as a coping mechanism. When Child Protective Services finally came to her house, she knew it was time to get help.
Emily is now one year sober and has Jamie back in her home. She has become a leader at her recovery program and her candor and openness are helping others going through similar trials.
“Provide a meal, invite us to things,” she suggests to others as ways to support the caregivers of individual with special needs or rare diseases.
And she encourages the caregivers “to breathe, to be kind to [your]self, to reach out instead of isolate, to find your tribe within the disease community.”
Emily has joined RDMD to further “find her tribe” and connect with others in the Hunter syndrome community.
“RDMD is going to create a great resource of information for people who are doing studies and for families to connect to with other families, as well as have easy access to medical records, because sometimes that’s like pulling teeth.”
Emily’s mindset is to “share Jamie with the world” and share her story of the importance of taking care of yourself as a caregiver. “Taking care of yourself is something you have to make a priority. If my story can help someone before they self-destruct like I did, then by all means, I am 100% okay with sharing it.”
If you are a patient with Hunter syndrome or a parent of a child with Hunter syndrome and are interested in contributing to research from home, learn more here.